The Golden Days with Osho
THE MOTHER Looking at the vast sea before me this I had written in Pondichery, in the ashram of Mother & Arvindo which I launch it in my website on the happy occasion of the Mother's Day. As the women comes back to her inner depth and tunes back to her inner being, in In this whole existence there is nothing more deeper and more fulfilling then the relationship of a spiritual son and the spiritual mother. This is the highest peak and deepest depth of the relationship. In this universe whatsoever stories of love, expressed in books and films .... this deepest relationship of the spiritual mother and son is the most valuable yet has till now not been written in the depth. An enlighten mother Sharada is born with the help of awaken soul like Ramakrishna whose love in the ultimate purity to his wife, who he respected worshiped and loved her as the mother. This marriage was not of the common social marriage but a spiritual marriage where a his pure devotion for her awaken the inner cosmic mother in Sharada Ma. The Enlighten Mother comes to existence with the love and presence of Arvindo who can see and feel beyond the physical form and actions, the consciousness . In my life in the spiritual pilgrimage, till I am enlighten existence came and will come and, manifest to me as the spiritual son to awake my heart. For me this eternal love is manifested through Osho. He had the very deep vision .. the spiritual eyes that could see beyond the physical form the consciousness in depth, the very core of the, universal consciousness of mother which others are not able to see. Arvindo, Ramakrishna, Krishna, Buddha, Jesus Christ, and all enlighten ones of all religion has manifested and will manifest through him again. Only they can awaken the heart, the depth of eternal love within me as they are one or their abode is in the very core of universal depth. Years I have lived, worked love for Osho and other enlighten ones, in what way and how mysteriously they are working on me like a sculptor, chiseling out all falsity to show me my real inner self! who can understand? This is not just not my name yoginima that he called me peripherally ....it was the whole existence through him who called me to him. Nobody had told me about him or taken me to him .......this heart was pulled to reach him from Nepal to Poonam, India. It was very difficult life for me as I was the first girl here and all that I received was others gossip of negativity in this country as that time people had created a false image of Him, according to their mind. Without the spiritual son who is connected spiritually the mother's heart will wither, perish away and die. He will again come physically. mentally and spiritual one day as I trust my heart. In what form and in what way I do not know, my incomplete story will be completed. Arrvindo, Ramakrishna, Bhairav, Krishna, Buddha and Jesus Christ will come again through him...awaking the hearts of many of us. During the days in Pondichery, meditating in his room where he is spiritually fully present and I listened about his life in isolation, confined to the room. I marveled his opportunity of the blessed gifts of existence to be in absolute aloneness where he could spent his time in meditation and write, tuned with the highest, deepest consciousness of his being, the universal being. His writings are the diamonds sparking on the our spiritual path, if we can understand and read with total awareness. "If you want to be a true doer of divine works, your first aim must be to be totally free from all desire and self regarding ego. All your life must be an offering and a sacrifice to the Supreme: your only object in action shall be to serve, to receive, to fulfill, to become a manifesting instrument of the Divine shakti in her works. You must grow in the divine consciousness till there is no difference between your will and hers, no motive except her impulsion in you, no action that is not her conscious action in you and through you. Until you are capable of this complete dynamic identification, you have to regard yourself as a soul and body created for her service, one who does all for her sake. Even if the idea of the separate worker is strong in you and you feel that it is you who do the act, yet it must be done for her. all stress of egoistic choice, all hankering after personnel profit, all stipulation of self-regarding desire must be extirpated from the nature. there must be no demand for fruit and no seeking for reward; the only fruit for you is the pleasure of the divine Mother and the fulfillment of her work, your only reward a constant progression in divine consciousness, calmness, strength bliss. The joy of service and the joy of inner growth thorough works is the sufficient recompense of the selfless worker. But a time will come when you feel more and more that you are the instrument and not the worker. For first by the force of your devotion your contact with the Divine Mother will become so intimate that all times you will have only to concentrate and to put everything into her hands to have her present guidance, her direct command or impulse, the sure indication of the thing to be done and the way to do it and the result. and afterwards you will realize that the divine shakti not only inspires and guides, but initiates and carries out your works: all your movements are originated by her, all your powers are hers, mind, life anybody are conscious and joyful instruments of her action, means for her play, moulds for her manifestation in the physical universe. There can be no more hay condition than this union and dependence:for this step carries you back beyond the border-line from the life of stress and suffering in the ignorance into the truth of your spiritual being, into its deep peace and its intense ananda. While this transformation is being done it is more than ever necessary to keep yourself free from all taint of the perversions the ego. Let no demand or insistence creep in to stain the purity of the self giving and the sacrifice. There must be no attachment to the work or the result, no laying down of conditions, no claim to possess the power that should possess you, no pride of the instrument, no vanity or the arrogance. Nothing in the or in the vita; or physical parts should be suffered to distort to its own use or seize for its own personnel and separate satisfaction the greatness of the forces that are acting through you. Let your faith, your sincerity, your purity of aspiration be absolute and pervasive of all the planes and layers of the being; then every disturbing and distorting influence will progressively fall away from your nature. The last stage of this perfection will come when you are completely identified with the divine Mother and feel yourself to be no longer another and separate being,instrument, servant or worker but the eternal portion of her consciousness and force. Always she will be you and you in her; it will be your constant, simple and natural experience that all your thought and seeing and action, your very breathing or moving come from her and hers. you will know, see and feel that you are a person and power formed by her out of herself, put out from her for the play and yet always safe in her, being her being, consciousness of her consciousness, force of her force,ananda of her anada. When this conditions is entire and her super supramental energies can freely move, then you will be perfect in divine works; knowledge, will, action will become sure, simple, luminous, spontaneous, flawless, an out flow from the Supreme, a divine movement of Eternal |
love and devotion to the awaken one, the presence of the the enlighten spiritual one who manifests to her as the spiritual son, becomes the help and catalatic agent for her consciousness to becomes one with consciousness of the cosmic mother. The cosmic mother, the universal mother, manifesting in many forms like in enlighten Mother Meera, Mother Ganga, Mother Bharavi, Mother Sharada, mother Mary and all others. Enlightenment for the women is the spiritual blossoming of her consciousness being, becoming one with the universal consciousness of the cosmic Mother.
